There is this balance between desire (wanting things to be in a certain way) and zen (being happy with whatever and however things are now) I just had this feeling of wanting to write about this is a nice deep topic at times I feel so happy with how things are, not feeling the need to change anything I try to visualize even but without fruition/"results" that being said, I'm just trying to word out this post for the sake of writing something (prose) after long - some words that are not necessarily just automatic writing That being said, maybe for the purpose of work we gather the concept of progress and progress touts to the changing of things (maybe as opposed from conservatism)